Tuesday, May 1, 2012

Story of My Life

It's funny how life goes along and people change.
It's funny how I am doing things I never thought I'd have the guts to do.
It's funny how some people never thought I could do some of the things I've done.
It's funny how your heart can feel so deeply for someone when they have no clue.
It's funny how your best friend can become more than that.
It's funny how stupid choices can complicate a friendship.
It's funny how you can miss a person when you're scared that they don't think about you at all.
It's funny how you pray and pray but the pain never goes away.
It's funny how that pain just numbs enough that you can start to feel like yourself again . . . 
It's funny how even though you say you 'feel like yourself ', you aren't even sure who you are.
It's funny how you can find pieces of yourself in other people. 
It's funny how those pieces can shape the whole puzzle.
It's funny how no matter how many years go by, you still wish they were there when you're having the time of your life.
It's funny how you think you moved on . . . 
It's funny how something pops up to make you realize you really haven't. You just got distracted.
It's funny how when an ocean is so vast, it can bring people closer than they can imagine.
It's funny how no matter how stupid you think love is, it effects you in ways you wish it wouldn't
It's funny how it also doesn't effect you in ways you wanted it to.
It's funny how people assume why you act the way you do. 
It's funny how there are some people who actually CARE why you act the way you do.
It's funny how few of those people actually appreciate you for who you are.
It's funny how some people can become so close, be pushed apart, and still long for that closeness.
It's funny how someone who used to be the only one that could turn tears into a smile is the cause for those tears.
It's funny how the meaning of those tears evolves over time.
It's funny how someone may not even really be a part of your life
It's also funny how you wish they were
It's funny that, even when they aren't there, they still effect you.
It's funny that you still miss them. No matter how hard you try not to or to convince yourself you don't.
It's funny how you get to a point where you just want them to be happy, despite yourself.
It's funny how you support them in everything they do when they don't even know.
It's funny how you admire them for doing what they're supposed to, no matter what.
It's funny how, eventually, all the good stuff is all you can remember.
It's funny how, despite everything, you have to completely rely on God to help you trust what's right.
Even when you may wish for a different turnout.

It's freaking hilarious how one person can be such an influence in your life.
For many ways uncountable.

 It's just funny.

Song of the day: Ships in the Night
                 (and) Runaway  - - both by Mat Kearney 
                 (and) Payphone by Maroon 5 (the clean version) HA
Love Always,
P.S. I guess it's not really that funny. Well, kind of....


  1. holy cow you guys look so young in those pictures! Wow we have all grown up a wee bit I think! Haha

  2. I love you Cass (: I'm always here for you when it's not so funny anymore.

  3. Nothing's funny about heartbreak. I'll be there in 2 months, and hopefully I can help you have some fun and forget for awhile.

  4. Your writing is very good!
    -Erin @ erinestellacall.blogspot.com

    1. Thank you! I love your blog! It's so cute!