I'm still not quite up to my fifteen hundred words yet. I'm not completely sure what I'm going to talk about. Maybe I'll just ramble since I'm extremely tired and feel like my head isn't even in my own body. I think I'm coming down with a cold or something. Oh-well.
I've been thinking a lot lately. Did you know that the average person has at least three thoughts at once? Mostly women. Studies show where some men have moments where they're thinking about absolutely nothing at all. How does that work? I mean, I can't even begin to wrap my head around it. I've been so deep in thought lately. I feel like I can't pull myself out of it. I just look so . . . . so. . . . . BLAH all the time because that's how I feel. All my emotions and my brain waves are just colliding and causing me to like go into this sleep mode thing.
I just feel like I'm not in my own body. I'm thinking for my body, it's just not always doing exactly what I want it to. Which causes problems sometimes. haha.
It was super sunny today. I was so happy. I finally got to eat lunch outside on the brown gras. I loved every second of it. I laid my head on Shae's tummy and we sun bathed. It didn't really work though since I was wearing long pants and a jacket because there was a cool breeze. But other than the cool breeze, it was a beautiful day. It made me so happy to be in it. And then as soon as I got home and finally had the chance to even attempt to go outside again, the clouds rolled in and it got dark pretty soon after. I hope it's sunny again tomorrow. Because I most deffinately am a solar baby. FOR SURE. ya.